COLOURFUL DAYS! ((:

Thus far, SANDEEP'S wedding has been th blast. Henna ceremony on Thurs brought immense joy for everyone when we all came together and sang songs from way back the early centuries till now! It was cute how we sat in a big circle and how some of us went in the middle of the circle to dance occasionally. &what was even more amazing was to have th oldies in the age range of about 60-80 to sing and dance in the middle of th circle too. & well not to forget, Sandeep's dog had a shot on the dancefloor too! HAHAS ((: the moment was priceless!

Yesterday's Mehfil Di Raat at Singapore Swimming Club was so alive. From the hall, to the beautifully dressed people, to the awesome looking couple, to the catered food, to all the performances, then to the JAGOH &finally to the dancefloor, ALL OF US ENJOYED TREMENDOUSLY! Thou, Jag, Arveen, Roshni, Sanjay, Rishi, Rahul, Amit, Sandeep & I only had 2 days to rehearse, we still rocked the stage for 15 minutes and got ourselves a standing ovation! Many people were especially impressed by Sandeep's special entrance in our performance! ((: Arveen & I couldn't help but smile throughout the night! &i think the Punjabi culture is simply beautiful cause when the grandmothers' of both the bride and the groom carried the Jagoh, the whole hall stood and danced along and that moment in itself was so surreal. When i turned, I saw Sandeep wiping tears from his cheeks! &knowing that I caught him red-handed, he blushed! Soon after, the dancefloor was open, and almost everyone went insane! But you know, the one that completely dominated the dancefloor was none other than Sandeep's DAD! HAHAHAHAS! HE WAS OH SO CUTE!! In Jag's words, "Steady, mabuk already now he's gonna shake some ass!" HAHA!There were MANY seats around, but yet the men stood there rooted to the ground, know why? FREE FLOW OF WHISKEY!

Today's supposedly the oil bath ceremony for Sandeep, but I couldn't wake up in the morning so only my mum went. Tomorrow's the BIG DAY, the actual wedding! ((: The whole day is going to be jam packed, with the wedding in the temple in the morning, then lunch at Khalsa & lastly dinner reception in Hyatt hotal at night, where the lot of us are going to perform again! (((:

BANGS! BANGS! BANGS!

Finally garnered enough guts to cut bangs. I'm quite happy with the outcome though many pple prefer the old hairstyle.

&im not going to Genting with my cousins tomorrow cause i got food poisoning. :(

GOTTA GO!

Last night, Allison taught me how to printscreen! &since she patiently taught me, i decided to show her my gratitude by expressing love for her. &this is how she reciprocated;

Now, tell me, where is the love?

BUT YOU KNOW, i finally learn how to take screenshots! ((((:

HADY FIRST ASIAN IDOL SEHHHHH!

ASIA shocked the intestines out of my body last night when HADY MIRZA was declared as the very first ASIAN IDOL!
HADY MIRZA WON ASIAN IDOL? is asia serious! like really really serious!
YEA, i must say i was secretly hoping that HADY would win not cause he sings well, the other Asian idols were a tad bit better but HADY IS GOOD LOOKING LA! so damn frigging cute& sexy! &&my dad&mum who were pinning hopes on their indian idol were disappointed and had SO MUCH TO SAY once hady was declared winner! &i think Singapore's kinda supportive, cause compared to every other idol standing, we probably have the smallest population, yet he won. I VOTED OKAY!
but i'm still shocked la, cause i didn't expect him to win still. &i screamed so loud and woke poor daddy from his sleep!

AND....
daddy says i should stop predicting stuff, especially soccer results :(

Just like a tattoo, i'll always have you

READ ON, it'll make you ponder

You know there are many types of friends. Childhood friends, the kind that saw you growing up together with them, held your hand as you grew through different phase, the ones that have lived with you enough & now they know you inside out. Then there are best friends, the one you trust your life with, the one that you meet everyday and yet when you go home, you still call and there's just so much to say. The ones that you'll probably do anything for cause well, they're the best friends. Then there's close friends, those you hang around with every now and then, laughing at silly things and lastly mere acquaintances, the ones that are "hi-bye", the ones you see around everyday.

I was talking to someone online the other day and we started talking about friends. And he said something that was really true. In life we meet plenty of people and somehow or another, they all become friends and sometimes even our best-est friends, but at the end of the day, how do we know if the people we met are true? How do we really know if they're really worth our friendship? It always take an argument to test how true the friendship really is. No matter how bad the argument, your true friend should just never walk out on you. He didn't mean to imply anything but yet he made me realize a lot of things eversince and he made me stronger.

&then i realised, he's such a gem of a friend. In YJ, you could never see me hanging around with him. In the very first year, we were classmates, only for ONE subject. He had his own group of friends and I had mine. There was never really a time that you could see us actually sitting together during a break joking and laughing like how i would with the rest. Yet, i feel so comfortable when i talk to him online. You know, the kind of person you can say absolutely anything to without fearing that he would get offended, the one person you can tell everything thats bothering you to without being afraid that he's going to judge you and that one person that you can tell your deepest darkest secrets too without reminding him to keep it to himself, cause you trust him more than you trust yourself sometimes. He was never physically around to hear me out, and well you can say though we were in YJ, our main source of conversations were through MSN, where we shared laughter, silly jokes, bitched about certain people and shared some problems. And though I've never been there for him much when he needed someone, somehow me being around means a lot to him and he appreciates the fact that I've just been around. &sometimes when he thanks me, i start to wonder what he's really thanking me for? &thats when i discovered, that this friendship got stronger cause we held no expectations in one another. We just accepted each other for the individuals we were, and today i dare say that I've met a true friend.

He doesn't know this probably, but seriously, he's such a great human being. He's never been physically around, but I know when I need someone, he's around somewhere. ((:

But, besides him there's been a couple of true ones around too, who have been physically there for me always, whose been there to support me through troubled days and i can't thank them enough!

MY MUM IS COOLER THAN YOURS!

&i've been smiling all the way since i got back home just now, my mum's generosity throughout this past week has added an array of colours to my otherwise monochromatic life! I AM A HAPPY LARK ((: mummy's been awfully sweet! The presidential treatment i simply relish! Over the span of 2 days, mummy has splurged a total of around $400 on her dearest daughter! (((: Not like i didn't love her before this, but seriously i love my mum hell loads! yes, i might complain about how unreasonable she gets at times, but i think I'm blessed with a super cool mum!

On Wed, Umairah&i FINALLY went on our much anticipated shopping trip. Well, finally is in caps cause we've always been planning to meet and shop together but somehow, school always came in the way of our plans. My mother was L-O-V-E cause she slipped her POSB card into my hands and told me to buy whatever i wanted, but Meyaa was L-O-V-E to the max cause she accompanied me after school and picked out pretty clothes for me to try on! We met in orchard and first stop was Topshop, then Dorothy Perkins, then off to Peninsula plaza where i bought my black skinnes, cardigan and bohemian skirt! So in total on that day, I came home with 3 blouses, 1 skinnies, 1 cardigan, 1 bohemian skirt and spent a total of $300 plus?
UMAIRAH I LOVE YOU ((: seriously! next time if u need someone to teman you shopping, message me alrighty? and on sun, you're going to get your fair share of shopping when you head out to town with your mum! COACH WALLET! ((:

Thurs, it was the day out with the best-est classmates, Shalini, Desmond, Yongwen&Jaclyn. Went around town window shopping then had lunch at Swensen's! Poor Desmond didn't get to satisfy his Seoul Garden craving cause Shalini doesn't fancy meat and half-heartedly he dragged himself to Swensen's! ((: The Swensen's opposite Taka is strange cause all their dishes are freakihly white. The soup was called Spicy Clam Chowder and the word spicy would automatically give you the reddish image right but somehow the soup was PURE WHITE! and our dishes were all white too, like the melted cheese and all. Strange but delicious nonetheless! After a while, Arisa joined us. Sat around, ate, crapped, took pictures, shared ice-cream <33

Today was day out with mum&Rahul, and we shopped AGAIN! Mummy bought lots of stuff, rahul too and i bought my white Nike bag that I've been eyeing! My mum's the best, seriously. She's been really sick with high temperature over the past couple of days but yet she's been the really great! ((:

YONGWEN!
I'm warning you! DON'T BE SAD! I'll call my gang and you know my gang got great fighters! hahas! Anyway, don be sad ok! i love you v.v.v.much! &you know when you are sad right, you look horribly ugly! &you know cupcakes are supposed to be sweet and the only way to look sweet is to smile and laugh! This is just a bad phase, I'll be here to chase your blues away! ((: MWAHS!

its 2.41am now, &im still not sleepy. i think the batteries in my biological clock's weak already.

&i think you're really nice. was viewing certain friendster profiles and i realised like how you treasure her as a friend, she obviously doesn't quite give a fuck about you, though she talks to you once in a while, you're just not as important to her as she is to you. &yet she still remains number 1 on your list of friends and perhaps loved one. lucky her.

this is random, but i love you arisa ((:
i read your blog &i know how pms-ey days can really get you so annoyed, upset and paranoid over trivial matters. we girls are really unlucky to have to go through this phase once EVERY month. but you know this bad phase is only going to last for a week, then things are going to be back to normal again. just hang in there, everything will be alright soon ((: your dreams not going to come true, he's not going to leave you! SMILE!
i love you very very very much &im just a phone call away! MWAHS!

SIGH :(
so all along what we hoped &prayed for to be only a rumor turned out to be true.
128's no longer going to be together, and we've been split and thrown into different classes.
on one hand i'm happy cause i've actually got shalini, jeremy, nicole, jacyln but its still fucked up cause there's no yongwen, ally &desmond.

next year's going to suck really bad &im feeling dreadful already. it sucks cause im so attached to 128 already &now the school drops the bomb that we're in different classes. not having arisa around school was enough to drive me nuts and not not having yongwen, ally and desmond in my class....FUCK WHY-JC

You got me to a magical high.

Caught Hitman today &i feel like killing the person who told me that its a must watch! THANK YOU VERY MUCH JAG! ((: So the movie was very very action packed, the kind that girls don't normally enjoy. The lead actor ( i don't know his name, its something funny, timothy elephant or olyphant, something like that) was rather cute from certain angles and the girl lead was hot but her breast-showing was rather dumb and out of place! maybe guys would beg to differ? Yeahhs, so it was boring la, i almost fell asleep! Thank god for the company i had cause he made the movie less boring and a little bit more bearable with many random things he said and asked that got me cracking up. ALVIN &the CHIPMUNKS next alrighty?

&today i realised that i have a really sweet friend, cause whatever i say really impacts him alot! hahas, nowadays not many friends actually pay much attention to what you say especially when it comes to personal life decisions but my friend does even though he knows i was only joking. as touched as i am, i feel really guilty though cause i crashed something that could have been :( &he probably hates me and wanna strangle me to death now, sorry! but hahas, you're darn sweet la!

Finally i got to meet my two lovelies on monday during the bbq at zhiqiang's place! So the three of us did quite alot of labour and we bbq-ed and served the rest ((: arisa &peiru did the most job though continuously grilling lots and lots of food! spent time with wildcats and the rest after a really long time, &i hate the thought that i won't have them in school next year anymore :(

On Tuesday, it was Newton circus with jeremy, desmond &yongwen! i finally had my fill or stingray, hokkien mee, satay, chicken wings. time spent with them is always good so there was a lot of laughter. then we were so full and decided to walk to novena square where we had desserts! after that, left to meet jag by bus while the three of them walked from novena to bishan! hahahs! crazy people!

ANYWAYS yesterday, nicole&allison both turned 17, so
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLINGS!
hope the both of you had a blast ((:

it lasted forever, but ended too fast.

All in all, today was great. Never felt this good before, never felt this special before and its all thanks to you i guess. ((:

So today morning, i was suppose to wake up at 9am cause i was suppose to go to the zoo with Mr Nice (obviously not his real name!), but knowing me i overslept and only woke up at around 12 plus. Well you can't really blame me, it was pouring out there, fucking cats and dogs and what better way to enjoy the cool breeze then to sleep in longer. So yeahhs, when i woke up and checked my phone, i realised i had 14 missed calls from him! HAHAS! i'm sincerely so sorry alright! And i returned the call and Mr Nice forgave me immediately and asked me what i was planning to do for the rest of the day. So i planned to sleep a little bit longer, then wake up and accompany my mum to buy rahul's school books then off to vivo for shopping. My mum and rahul went out and i continued to sleep when someone knocked on my door!

&yeahhs, in my most unglam state, i opened the door with a tinge of anger and was about to scold my mum for not bringing the keys when i realised that Mr Nice was standing there, before me, partially drenched from the rain with lots of plastic bags in his hands! And then he held up the plastic bags and went, "LUNCH!". HAHA! it took me sometime to digest the fact that he was standing there and i stood rooted to the ground until he went, "you're not opening the door?" hahahs! So he read my previous post where i was so badly craving for newton circus food and he didn't know that i already had my fair share of food from yesterday's outing with jeremy, desmond &yongwen and so he bought stingray, hokkien mee, prawns, sotong and sugar cane! HAHA! So much food for just 2 people! &being a girl, its normal that i teared cause i was really touched. i just never had anyone do this for me before and neither have i done it for anyone before. that moment was beyond words la!

so after a while he left, and my mum returned and so went to buy rahul's books and all, then Mr Nice called again and asked me if i wanted to go to Geylang cause he had craving for cheng teng. (the pregnant attitude i won't ask) so yeahhs went there and got lost! and after 45 minutes, he came to my rescue! THANK GOD! ((: so yeahhs had his fill of cheng teng, then i had to leave cause was going for dinner with my family.

&so, thank you Mr Nice for today. You have no idea how happy you made me and you kinda momentarily lifted the sucky atmosphere around me after i cried buckets yesterday ((: thank you, like i said i'd just never be able to thank you enough!

((:

its true, you've moved too far away &you're beyond my reach.
but at least i know you're happy and loved by someone else already.
the painful truth.

this one's for you
Love can be a many splendored thing
Can't deny the joy it brings
A dozen roses, diamond rings
Dreams for sale and fairy tales
It'll make you hear a symphony
And you just want the world to see
But like a drug that makes you blind,
It'll fool ya every time

The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast you fall
And you can't refuse the call
See, you got no say at all

Now I was once a fool, it's true
I played the game by all the rules
But now my world's a deeper blue
I'm sadder, but I'm wiser too
I swore I'd never love again
I swore my heart would never mend
Said love wasn't worth the pain
But then I hear it call my name

Every time I turn around
I think I've got it all figured out
My heart keeps callin' and I keep on fallin'
Over and over again
This sad story always ends the same
Me standin' in the pourin' rain
It seems no matter what I do
It tears my heart in two

bye ((: