i know she did this for my own good,
i know she did this cause she didn't want me to be hurt,
as thankful as i am that she cared,
and as much as my love for her as a friend has grown,
some part of me regrets all that has happened,
cause i don't want to accept the fact.
i wish i never knew all this yet,
at least it gave me a reason to smile.
i wish he still said those sweet stuff,
at least it made me feel contented.
i wish i was still the one that he was willing to keep forever,
at least i felt loved for a while.
now its all ended too fast,
and i'm back to where i was again.
i wish i could love and be loved.
the best feeling anyone could get.
but now, i'm just left here to cry my heart out.

its so painful, yet i cant show it to anyone.
when i'm left alone, the tears just flow.
i wish 20th june never happened.

& i wish i could hate the fact that i loved you so.