i've made my decision!
FROM TODAY,
i shall no longer speak of him nor blog about him.
thats it, no more thinking of what has happened or what could have happened.
yes, i still like him as much as before,
but we don't always get what we want and some things are just not meant to be
he's happy with his life,
and i think i should start being happy with mine too!
if in the future, if things change and work out, then i'd be happy.
if nothing happens, i won't be sad.
it'll take time but i WILL get over what i have for him.
for now we're best friends!
YAY!

did i mention before?
I HATE STUDYING ((: