this is crazy,
i've never felt this way before.
why is this happening now?

AMIR, thank you so much for droppping by my place yesterday! ((: it felt so so good to see you after a really long time! sipping coffee from nescafe cans under my block beats coffee at coffee bean, don't you think so? haha! 2 more days of misery for me, then we'll meet, this time with the rest of the gang! much loves ((:

chem block tests later, and i haven't touched any chem since i got back home yesterday. 2nd last paper, i've lost the drive to study, well not like i had the drive in the first place but now i'm all drained out. chem bonding & IMF, i know nuts about them )): damnit.

i wish i studied for bio, cause the paper was easy and pretty much manage-able. i didn't study and thats why i couldn't do the paper. 23 marks gone. ARGH. well like what kaiheng said, "i shall start studying after the blocks, means the block test not counted." haha!

i think i am going crazy. its either i am the one thats going crazy, or the whole world is crazy and i am the only sane one. i've been on an emotional rollercoaster ride for far too long already. one moment you catch me smiling and laughing and the next i have tears in my eyes and then you see me breaking down, and then back to the same cycle where i smile and laugh. it's just crazy and i cant seem to understand myself either. i feel so detached from the rest of the world. aiya, ok i have no idea how to explain exactly what i feel, but you do get me right?

& yea i love my dad, cause he just walked in my room and gave me $50. ((:

paper at 3, i shall make myself productive now! ((:

its time we work things out.
you know and i know this is not the way we want things to be.