i feel like as though there's an empty void in my life and its slowly eating me on the inside leaving me all crumbled up. the feeling where you feel all alone, like there's no one else around that can make you feel whole again. i feel so depressed and alone. & right now all i need is for someone to be here, right with me. that person doesn't need to have any emotional attachments for me meaning he doesn't have to love me. he just has to be there for me when i need someone.

someone that would care for me every once in a while,
someone who would listen to all my whines,
someone that will fill those lonely depressing nights,
someone who would make me feel loved once in a while,
someone who would tease me and make me smile,
someone that could go crazy with me when i am high,
someone that could be with me through good and bad,
someone that i can smack when i'm down,
someone who would just say i love you once in a while,
& make everything right again.

only someone who is lonely now would understand what i am feeling.
like you need someone to just be that answer, be your companion.
no serious talks,
just pure fun where the both of us feel happy.
where each other's companionship is more than enough.

just that someone, no emotional attachments,
the relationship based on fun, care & concern and some love thrown in.
thats it.

i need that someone right now.
you don't have to love me to make this happen,

well this is whats been on my mind for quite some time now.
i don wanna be alone anymore.
neither do i want anything serious cause i'm outta luck.
you and me, and our perfect world full of fun.

i need a toyboy,
ok maybe not that kinda guy,
just like a part-time boyfriend,
who's willing to be my companion.
we'll just go on or as long as we can stand one another
or things might just change and we may get emotionally attached someday,
but for now, its alright.
((:

& i'll be nice too and give you all that i can too!
we'll be happy fools!
we' just fill the spaces in each other's life,
and try to make one another's life perfect!

anyone, be my companion/part time bf.
i am serious
it takes one lonely heart to understand another lonely heart.

will you be my companion?


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BORING AS USUAL!