Monday, July 30, 2007

I guess there's nothing much left for me to say.
How could you lose something you never had?


N76 ((:

JAG'S PARTY on sat was the sex ((:
we played this silly game, where the loser had to do something really disgusting like lick someone else's armpit, bite someone's earlobe, bite someone's toenail and yea you get the point, really disgusting stuff. so in the end, i had to bite jag's earlobe! haha, and jag had to lick jiten's really sweaty and hairy armpit. haha, so sick!!
anyway jag, you've been an awesome friend this 13 years, and i really love you alot ((:

the party gave me temporary happiness.

its so funny, cause when i say something, it doesn't impact you much but when A says it, it becomes so impactful. it gets up my nerves. it really hurts to know that things aren't like what they used to be. & it really sucks cause you don't care anymore, well you never did care but at least you used to pretend like you did. you really meant it when you said "the end".
it sucks to know that you don't care.

and don't assume who the "you" is.

whyareyousoimportantsuddenly?
i wish i was like you, i wish i could live one day without you like how you cam live days without me.

its been such bad days, my moodswings, my piling homework and lecture nots that i have yet to read, my lack of inspiration to study, my hathred for bio.

tell me how do i get on with life?

the emoness is getting annoying i know, but like i said if you don't care, fuck off.