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sitting through die hard 4.0 yesterday was quite a torture for me. argh, the movie was so full of action with gunshots here and there, accidents everywhere, fire spreading all over the place. not even 20 mins into the movie and i had a splitting headache already! my cousin enjoyed it thou, its a guys thing i guess?

didn't attend school again today. kinda lazy and tired but i am so bored at home right now. most probably meeting arisa and peiru later.

and so, my mum really thinks that mary and i are together.
today morning,
me: i might be going out later with my friends.
mum: who? mary ah?
me: no la, mary's not my only friend you know. i have other friends too.
mum: oh ya, mary's your boyfriend not your friend.
me: ok..
mum: don have to be embarassed to tell your mum. if he loves you and you love him then its ok la, just don't cross your limits.
I GOT NO TIME FOR MY MOTHER. but i am too tired to get into an argument with her and clear the air, so yea just let it be la, mary & i are together! haha!

and not like my mum wasnt bad enough, my dad went,
"EH how long already you and mary together?"

OH MAN! save me god.

i feel so empty right now.
like there's nothing much to look forward to in the coming days and months.
time just passes so slowly every other day.
and then everyone around you just have their own problems,
and as much as you feel for them and wanna help them,
but you yourself need help with your own problems.

The real me used to laugh all night
Lying in the grass just talkin' bout love
But lately I've been jaded
Life got so complicated
I start thinkin about it
I almost forgot what it was like
To know when it feels right