that day, that day that was worth so much memories.

& so i got back two papers already, chem and math,
maths results was horrible cause i actually expected a pass, not a high pass, but a pass at least & so its very disappointing. chem, passed, thank god but as a retainee, i think my marks gotta go. fuck la, really disappointing. though i didn't study for maths at all, and studied chem but not all topics, still i wish i had done better. i'm quite a failure. study or never study, fucking no difference. bitch.

something is bothering me but i can't say it out here. my heart feels so heavy.

take me hold me want me need me love me hug me kiss me take me hurt me stab me kill me & free me.

i think i shall study today. i'm in the mood of being productive.

& it really really did hurt a whole fucking lot.

catching no ball with my post today?

ala, this random post gotta stop right now!

time is laying heavy on my heart
seems i've got too much of it
since we've been apart
my friends make me smile
if only for a while
you can make me whole again

looking back on when we first met
i cannot escape and i can not forget
baby you're the one
you still turn me on
you can make me whole again

so now i'll have to wait
but baby if you change you mind
don't be too late
cause i just can't go on
it's already been too long
you can make me whole again