shalini is so sweet and i feel so truly blessed that i got closer to her this year.
she wrote me a friendster testimonial and i promise i've never smiled like i did just now in a really long time.

here goes,
hey antony,
i hope you realise that having the ability to make others smile is a truly special gift that you have and your ability to actually laugh when things are not ok is a quality i truly admire in you. I know that not only me, but everyone who knows love you just the way you are. A special, caring, fun and trustworthy friend. One to be tresured always .So never ever feel that youre not good enough...thats just stupid n remember...ginny's not stupid..

with lots of love, your friend
Lepidus a.k.a shadow

ignore the antony and lepidus, its an inside joke. but anyhows antony refers to me, and lepidus is shalini. the testimonial made me so happy till i teared cause well, first things first, shalini isn't really a very close friend, she is close but we just haven't really reached the stage where we really open up to one another about stuff. yet, though she doesn't know much about what happens in my life, and though i haven't really told her alot of stuff, she kinds of understands whats going on somehow, which really touches the heart. she understands that though i smile and laugh everyday, i have my share of problems too. its so strange how some people who are really close to you can't see this while others can. ((: thank you shalini (i don't know if you're reading this) you're really truly sweet and special my lepidus!

& to mfbm, i don't know if you're going to read this cause i know you don't read my blog anymore cause you don't care but i'm sorry for spoiling your day today! ((: i know it was really going great till u met me and i made you depressed. i am SORRY ((:

detention tomorrow smacked right in the afternoon! 2-5pm!
GOTTA GO!