thinking back about the past wasn't something i expected myself to be doing right now, but eversince yest when i poured out 1/4 of my lifestory, i suddenly feel an overwhelming feeling of anger and everything negative that you can possibly think off. i don't regret anything i did in the name of love, but it just hurts to know that i was never taken seriously, i was your tool. & he says he's sorry, as though its going to give me back what i have lost, as though its gonna make everything right again.

i've been used. umpteen times. by YOU.

6 years.