(to those that read the earlier post where i vented like ALOT of anger out, i've decided to curb my anger a little more by editing it and making it less obvious. & for those who tagged, i'm sorry but i deleted the tags.)

& this is NOT for farah. thankyou.
& the rest don't fucking jump into conclusions and think its for anyone of you.

hello loved ones, if you feel down and under, and you feel like you need to hurt someone, you actually need someone to vent out all your anger on, you know just to make yourself feel better by the end of the day, don't hesitate, take a queue number and stand in line, cause i'm an idiot. when i love someone or when i have someone thats close to my heart, i let the person vent everything out on me. so why not be the next?

i'm so fucking tired of pleasing people.
i'm so fucking tired of always being the one in the wrong, the one that apologises & always trying to be the one that straightens everything out.

so from today, here it is, unless i realise i really make a mistake, then obviously i'd genuinely be apologetic and stuff but if i feel that you're getting up my nerves, you're taking advantage of my niceness, you're ALWAYS being unreasonable, then you know,
you can jolly well go fuck a spider.

&yes i have come to realise that i'm seriously of no importance to you. they say, you don't know what you've got until you lose it. if you have a heart, somewhere in there, i hope you'll realise how much you mean to me one day.