&i thought about it the whole damn day!
THREE POSTS IN A DAY! ((: too free already!
anyways, i didn't go to school again today and not like i'm planning to in the next few days! so today morn, mum came into my room expressing much excitement that i didn't go to school so that i could help her bake diwali kuih! k la, seriously, initially i was pretty excited cause its fun to bake and everything plus jag (who skipped school too btw) decided to come over to help out, but i swear to god, baking kuih is fucking tiring and troublesome! jag and i were so fucking worn out just after an hour! so my mother took advantage of the fact that there were 5 people in the kitchen (jag, mummy, rahul, aunty as in maid and me) and so she decided that we make like 4 different cookies and she baked 600 pieces of each kuih cause apparently my aunt and uncle asked her to make for them too! yea, so jag, rahul and i were pretty shagged and we prayed real hard that the oven would like suddenly stop working or smth? and to our fucking surprise, THE OVEN OVERHEATED & JUST WENT OFF! wow, praise the lord man, god is great! so we had like 3 hrs break before the bloody repairman came and fixed it la! argh! but anyways jag is love la! he made baking kuih fun cause at least there was someone to sing and dance with me!!
tomorrow we're going to tidy up the house like put up curtains, tablecloth, pillow cushions, arrange evrything into place. ala, confirm another tiring day especially when u have a mum thats a neat and tidy freak! :(
The heart always yearns for something the head knows is wrong.
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
its me&you!
Boy, no matter what we go through
You step up I'll step up too
It don't matter what the haters say
As long as you are my boo
And no matter how hard it gets
This love will have no regrets
As long as when we steppin on the dancefloor
It's me and you
Feel the rhythm of the beat, that's my heart
Cupid shot me with the arrow from the start
And you know that it's your love that's got me trapped
Everytime I try to leave you bring me back
So much water at times I cried a river
You dried my eyes and brought me back to laughter
And when I lay next to you I wanna wake up
And when I break up it's only to make up
When I step in a place, I feel my feet
Lifting from underneath
You grab my hands, spin me round
And right before I fall
You catch me and you say
Baby, it'll be okay
Just look into my eyes
And we will make another day
If we don't step up we'll loose our groove
So confused don't know which way to move
Pull my hand and let me know you feel me too
Look into my eyes and tell me baby I love you
Never get wet cuz I'll be your umbrella
We can make it through any kind of weather
You step up I'll step up boy
Cuz I'm tryin to be with you forever
Boy, no matter what we go through
You step up I'll step up too
It don't matter what the haters say
As long as you are my boo
And no matter how hard it gets
This love will have no regrets
As long as when we steppin on the dancefloor
It's me and you
You step up I'll step up too
It don't matter what the haters say
As long as you are my boo
And no matter how hard it gets
This love will have no regrets
As long as when we steppin on the dancefloor
It's me and you
Feel the rhythm of the beat, that's my heart
Cupid shot me with the arrow from the start
And you know that it's your love that's got me trapped
Everytime I try to leave you bring me back
So much water at times I cried a river
You dried my eyes and brought me back to laughter
And when I lay next to you I wanna wake up
And when I break up it's only to make up
When I step in a place, I feel my feet
Lifting from underneath
You grab my hands, spin me round
And right before I fall
You catch me and you say
Baby, it'll be okay
Just look into my eyes
And we will make another day
If we don't step up we'll loose our groove
So confused don't know which way to move
Pull my hand and let me know you feel me too
Look into my eyes and tell me baby I love you
Never get wet cuz I'll be your umbrella
We can make it through any kind of weather
You step up I'll step up boy
Cuz I'm tryin to be with you forever
Boy, no matter what we go through
You step up I'll step up too
It don't matter what the haters say
As long as you are my boo
And no matter how hard it gets
This love will have no regrets
As long as when we steppin on the dancefloor
It's me and you
yes YOU.
lunched with peiru and fadhil today at pizza hut! craving finally satisfied! ((: HOORAYS!
bbq chicken supreme & thin crust hawaiian!
my bestest fag enjoying his pizza!
BOUNCY BOUNCY SMACK SMACK!
bbq chicken supreme & thin crust hawaiian!
my bestest fag enjoying his pizza!BOUNCY BOUNCY SMACK SMACK!
after which peiru left for consumer probe (FUCKED UP PLACE) to submit surveys and so fadhil wanted to watch THEE SEEKER and i as usual being a very nice friend accompanied him thou its so not my kind of movie! AND I SWEAR TO GOD, THE MOVIE GOTTA GO! the movie made me so sleepy! so fantasy fantasy!
&thr's so many movies i wanna watch but i am broke! )): BUT, someone's getting his pay next week so i suppose i'll get treats! hahahahahhhahahahah! TAK TAU MALU!
cause this game of pretense is getting a lil bit too hard,
i don't think i can hold back these feelings anymore.
&thr's so many movies i wanna watch but i am broke! )): BUT, someone's getting his pay next week so i suppose i'll get treats! hahahahahhhahahahah! TAK TAU MALU!
cause this game of pretense is getting a lil bit too hard,
i don't think i can hold back these feelings anymore.
Saturday, October 27, 2007
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
i got my dosage of happiness today ((:
today, peiru &i woke up at 11, behaving like we've got no bloody school! hahas! &then allison called to say that she just woke up too and she decided to come to my place! so together, we had a nice hearty breakfast and were planning to go to school when peiru's teacher called to ask her why she wasnt in school! &so peiru lied she had diarrhoea and we had to then go to amk polyclinic to get her an MC! and we were kinda prepared to wait for hours but it took like 30 mins?! yeahhs, had lunch had new york new york! PEIRU'S RIBS WERE HUGE!! means now peiru fat! then walked into face shop and i fell in love with this red nail polish which is going to be mine tomorrow! ((: then on the way back, was suppose to meet my parents in serangoon but well fadhil called and so i decided to meet him instead! watched him eat KFC! super tempting but i've got good willpower! SMILES ((: &yea, i was glad to see him after a long time! then came back, and went swimming ALONE!
i'm happy today, but way happier than i am on every other day!
I can't explain this feeling
I think about you everyday
And even though we've moved on
It gets so hard to walk away.
i'll probably never let go.
i'm happy today, but way happier than i am on every other day!
I can't explain this feeling
I think about you everyday
And even though we've moved on
It gets so hard to walk away.
i'll probably never let go.
Monday, October 22, 2007
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY PEIRU ((:
The birthday girl looking so contented with her new found friend! ((:&my dearest and most wonderful girlfriend, i hope you had a great day yesterday!
arisa and i love you alotalot!!
arisa and i love you alotalot!!
RIGHT NOW! the camwhoring attitude gotta go!
the cake, chocolate addiction was GOOD ((:
dinner-ed at nydc! ((:
&i bought heels! REALLY HIGH HEELS! so darn happy though it was really expensive and my heart was really pain and i kept contemplating if i should really spend my money on them, but i still got them in the end, though my heart still aches la. I can't believe i just splurged my money on impulse like that for something that's not really a necessity. Sigh i shouldn't have paid,$9.9o ONLY!!!!
HEARTACHE? BULLSHIT! 9.90! WTF! WAH! was really fucking happy and the moment the salesgirl told me it was $9.90 only, arisa and peiru insisted that i got it! and the piece on display was the last piece and it was exactly my size! i swear, FATE! ((((((((:
GOODBYE LOVES ((:
Remember those few days?
when you said you were never letting go of me
&when i thought everything was so real
Boy those memories still haunt me today
how did i know, you were never planning to stay.
Its been some time &im still holding on,
hoping soon, I'll be able to let go
But just one thing before I go,
Something i've got to know,
Boy, did I ever mean anything to you?
&i fell for him as easily as you fall into bed each night.
Friday, October 19, 2007
so you stole my world.
HELLO ((:
&so since the end of promos, i think i've gotten back my social life and i am enjoying life to the max. though, there's still school and the repeats have the suckiest timetable where they clean table &chairs in lecture theatres, or clean the growing algae on the yj tracks, amidst it all, there're many other things that happened and i feel overjoyed!
i'm kind of lazy to really elaborate on them, but well, PEIRU found me a job that overpays me sometimes for really easy jobs and besides, working with peiru just makes everything better, and when there are spaces, jeremy and shalini hop along to work too! ((: so celebrated jaspal's 24th birthday at my place, then there's dinner at botak jones that finally happened with jeremy, yongwen, peiru &desmond. my meeting with valencia after like a few very long months! and yeahhs, the rest of the days are mostly spend with peiru staying over at my place! ((:
PICTURES ((:
i bought him this birthday cake &surprised him &his eyes were filled with tears!
the hot dog looks so disgusting!
Jeremy loves to eat! he ate the long hot dog &lambchop!
desmond's humongous burger!
YONGWEN ((:
&so since the end of promos, i think i've gotten back my social life and i am enjoying life to the max. though, there's still school and the repeats have the suckiest timetable where they clean table &chairs in lecture theatres, or clean the growing algae on the yj tracks, amidst it all, there're many other things that happened and i feel overjoyed!
i'm kind of lazy to really elaborate on them, but well, PEIRU found me a job that overpays me sometimes for really easy jobs and besides, working with peiru just makes everything better, and when there are spaces, jeremy and shalini hop along to work too! ((: so celebrated jaspal's 24th birthday at my place, then there's dinner at botak jones that finally happened with jeremy, yongwen, peiru &desmond. my meeting with valencia after like a few very long months! and yeahhs, the rest of the days are mostly spend with peiru staying over at my place! ((:
PICTURES ((:
Jaspal's Birthday!
i bought him this birthday cake &surprised him &his eyes were filled with tears!
Dinner at botak jones!
the hot dog looks so disgusting!
Jeremy loves to eat! he ate the long hot dog &lambchop!
desmond's humongous burger!
YONGWEN ((:Outing with Valencia Poh Swee Ting!
there're many more pics, but i kinda accidentally deleted them &im too lazy too upload them from my camera again!
Random shots!
pornography in my phone.
&btw, i love her!
peiru bought me those cute chocolates & the heart brownie! ((:
there're many more pics, but i kinda accidentally deleted them &im too lazy too upload them from my camera again!Random shots!
pornography in my phone.&btw, i love her!
peiru bought me those cute chocolates & the heart brownie! ((:so you can probably see that i've really been getting my daily dosage of happiness everyday! ((: i've not been feeling this way in a long time but right now, my rock bottom phase has finally passed and i'm so lucky to have so many people around me!
MY LOVEBLE RAHUL, PEIRU, ARISA, ZHIQIANG, HONREN, ALLISON, YONGWEN, JEREMY, MY COUSINS, credits go out to all of you for making the past few days so special and i love you all tons! ((: cause you help me forget things, for the moment just so i feel lighter.
despite it all, i still wish you were here. i miss you so.
You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me love you.
MY LOVEBLE RAHUL, PEIRU, ARISA, ZHIQIANG, HONREN, ALLISON, YONGWEN, JEREMY, MY COUSINS, credits go out to all of you for making the past few days so special and i love you all tons! ((: cause you help me forget things, for the moment just so i feel lighter.
128 CLASS CHALET! ((: can't wait!
despite it all, i still wish you were here. i miss you so.
You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me love you.
Saturday, October 13, 2007
I know I've been a fool since you've been gone
I'd better give it up and carry on
'Cause living in a dream of you and me
Is not the way my life should be
I don't want to cry a tear for you
So forgive me if I do
I'd do anything, I'd give you my world
I'd wait forever, to be your girl
Just call out my name, and I will be there
Just to show you how much I care
You promised yourself
But to somebody else
And you made it so perfectly clear
Still I wish you were here
you'll never understand.
I'd better give it up and carry on
'Cause living in a dream of you and me
Is not the way my life should be
I don't want to cry a tear for you
So forgive me if I do
I'd do anything, I'd give you my world
I'd wait forever, to be your girl
Just call out my name, and I will be there
Just to show you how much I care
You promised yourself
But to somebody else
And you made it so perfectly clear
Still I wish you were here
you'll never understand.
Friday, October 12, 2007
TO ALL MY MANY LOVELY MUSLIM FRIENDS OUT THERE,
&so ravin and i were talking on the phone, when we started talking abt hari raya. and so i said wah lao i cant wait to go and visit my maly friends and eat the food and everything la, like the lontong, sate and what nots. so yea it went smth like that,
ginny: AHHH! i can't wait la, eat all the kuih-kuih, the rendang, the sambal. confirm damn sedap.
ravin: i can't la, i have to go to their house and ask, CIK ada sayur, tak nak makan rendang la, banyak lemak, ku dah gemuk la.
so he imagined the cik saying: "ala, takpe la, satu hari aje makan lemak, boleh la ambil sikit."
so he eats abit, then after a while the makcik goes,
cik: " ravin, cik kasi you hangbao ya"
ravin: oh cik, hongbao boleh kasi lebih la, HONGBAO TAKDE LEMAK APE!!"
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA!
&i hate home so much right now, its the most fucked up place to be. i feel like a jailbird. and my father's he's fucked up.
SELAMAT HARI RAYA ((:
&so ravin and i were talking on the phone, when we started talking abt hari raya. and so i said wah lao i cant wait to go and visit my maly friends and eat the food and everything la, like the lontong, sate and what nots. so yea it went smth like that,
ginny: AHHH! i can't wait la, eat all the kuih-kuih, the rendang, the sambal. confirm damn sedap.
ravin: i can't la, i have to go to their house and ask, CIK ada sayur, tak nak makan rendang la, banyak lemak, ku dah gemuk la.
so he imagined the cik saying: "ala, takpe la, satu hari aje makan lemak, boleh la ambil sikit."
so he eats abit, then after a while the makcik goes,
cik: " ravin, cik kasi you hangbao ya"
ravin: oh cik, hongbao boleh kasi lebih la, HONGBAO TAKDE LEMAK APE!!"
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA!
&i hate home so much right now, its the most fucked up place to be. i feel like a jailbird. and my father's he's fucked up.
Thursday, October 11, 2007
i think my dad rocks! ((:and now the night can pass thru in front of the telly with my best friends, doughnuts! ((:
& today at 4.30pm, the fucking difficult literature paper marked th end of th PROMOS! during th paper, i looked over at the clock every 10 minutes watching time tick by counting the minutes left to my freedom and i swear when sexy sng announced th end of the paper, i just wanted to hug him! hahas! im so damn effing elated that i no longer have to go back to ang mo kio ave 10 anymore! no more mugging in the macs every day till 10pm, surviving on unhealthy burgers and snacking on 60cents chipsmore packets and boring assorted bread from the nearby local bakery! &i love allison &wanqing cause if not for them i'd probably not have the motivation to study this hard ((:
THE MISERY IS OVER & I AM FINALLY FREE! well, just the only concern id if i'd actually be able to promote cause i kinda screwed some papers up pretty badly!
ANYWAY, promos aside, after lit paper, went to long john with peiru, allison, nicole &yongwen! haha &yongwen said something that made nicole laugh till she literally rolled on the floor! hahas! after that went to amk hub with peiru and then went to toa payoh to meet arisa! &arisa wasnt too happy to see me and peiru and abandoned us at macs and went to savour her duck rice :(( hahas.
&so now that promos are over i am ging to find myself a nice job that pays me enough cause i need to buy some things urgently! and to everyone out there, now that i am finally free, we can FINALLY GO OUT! just message me when u guys are free cause i'd be waiting for your messages! ((:
NO SCHOOL UNTIL THURSDAY! FUCKING SHIOK!
date me ((:
date me ((:
theres always madness in love, but reason in the madness.
ah yes, madness in love.am testimony t that.
Monday, October 8, 2007
PROMOS BEGIN IN 12 HOURS.
DANG.
DANG.
&right now, i feel so tensed and afraid. i've studied everything with the exception of just one chapter that'll probably constitute 10% or less of the paper, yet i feel so unsafe and scared that i am going to screw up chem promos again. not just chem, every other paper, i cant really afford to screw promos up AGAIN.
please reassure me that im going to do fine this time round. &just reassure me that i'm not going to forget everything that i have studied.
i'm so fucking scared right now and im not sure if i'd be able to sleep.
please reassure me that im going to do fine this time round. &just reassure me that i'm not going to forget everything that i have studied.
i'm so fucking scared right now and im not sure if i'd be able to sleep.
Friday, October 5, 2007
Wednesday, October 3, 2007
&i finally caught "I NOW PRONOUNCE YOU CHUCK AND LARRY!"
the movie was effing funny but i couldn't really laugh whole-heartedly cause my bloody bladder was fucking filled to the brim and any slight muscle movement would have cause me to pee right in my seat! i swear adam sandler's so cute! ((:
there's no guilt that the promos are a few days away and instead of studying i went for a movie. STRANGE!
AND I AM SO HAPPY TODAY! cause i FINALLY got my BODY SHOP PERFUME that i have been eyeing for such a bloody long time! and not just one bottle, i got TWO BOTTLES! (((((: thank you mfbm! i consider myself a lucky faghag! hahas ((:
anyway to those people that have been complaining that they have been tagging at my board and somehow the messages are not shown, I AM NOT DELETING THOSE TAGS KAY! my cbox just had some probs and i alr fixed it, so go on tagging! ((:
I AM VERY HAPPY TODAY!
the movie was effing funny but i couldn't really laugh whole-heartedly cause my bloody bladder was fucking filled to the brim and any slight muscle movement would have cause me to pee right in my seat! i swear adam sandler's so cute! ((:
there's no guilt that the promos are a few days away and instead of studying i went for a movie. STRANGE!
AND I AM SO HAPPY TODAY! cause i FINALLY got my BODY SHOP PERFUME that i have been eyeing for such a bloody long time! and not just one bottle, i got TWO BOTTLES! (((((: thank you mfbm! i consider myself a lucky faghag! hahas ((:
anyway to those people that have been complaining that they have been tagging at my board and somehow the messages are not shown, I AM NOT DELETING THOSE TAGS KAY! my cbox just had some probs and i alr fixed it, so go on tagging! ((:
I AM VERY HAPPY TODAY!
Monday, October 1, 2007
studied with shalini at bishan lib today!
was pretty productive in the beginning &somehow for tt very short span of time i felt like i was actually going somewhere with my education, until i lost concentration and my mind digressed to everything but studies! as usual, shalini isnt much help cause she herself was so distracted and all she did was think of food over and over again!
&her strong influence kinda got onto me and after a while i actually realised that i was fatigue-ing! &so badly needed food! so i ate AGAIN!
&so the promos are not very far away, yet my preparations are not even halfway done. gp paper tomorrow, hopefully time management does not become an issue. aft that, most prob heading down to bishan lib again la.
was pretty productive in the beginning &somehow for tt very short span of time i felt like i was actually going somewhere with my education, until i lost concentration and my mind digressed to everything but studies! as usual, shalini isnt much help cause she herself was so distracted and all she did was think of food over and over again!
&her strong influence kinda got onto me and after a while i actually realised that i was fatigue-ing! &so badly needed food! so i ate AGAIN!
&so the promos are not very far away, yet my preparations are not even halfway done. gp paper tomorrow, hopefully time management does not become an issue. aft that, most prob heading down to bishan lib again la.
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