stressed, confused, troubled

&i thought about it the whole damn day!

THREE POSTS IN A DAY! ((: too free already!

anyways, i didn't go to school again today and not like i'm planning to in the next few days! so today morn, mum came into my room expressing much excitement that i didn't go to school so that i could help her bake diwali kuih! k la, seriously, initially i was pretty excited cause its fun to bake and everything plus jag (who skipped school too btw) decided to come over to help out, but i swear to god, baking kuih is fucking tiring and troublesome! jag and i were so fucking worn out just after an hour! so my mother took advantage of the fact that there were 5 people in the kitchen (jag, mummy, rahul, aunty as in maid and me) and so she decided that we make like 4 different cookies and she baked 600 pieces of each kuih cause apparently my aunt and uncle asked her to make for them too! yea, so jag, rahul and i were pretty shagged and we prayed real hard that the oven would like suddenly stop working or smth? and to our fucking surprise, THE OVEN OVERHEATED & JUST WENT OFF! wow, praise the lord man, god is great! so we had like 3 hrs break before the bloody repairman came and fixed it la! argh! but anyways jag is love la! he made baking kuih fun cause at least there was someone to sing and dance with me!!

tomorrow we're going to tidy up the house like put up curtains, tablecloth, pillow cushions, arrange evrything into place. ala, confirm another tiring day especially when u have a mum thats a neat and tidy freak! :(

The heart always yearns for something the head knows is wrong.