MUMMY'S D&D ((:

mum's D&D at Le Meridien yesterday and every year her company never fails to make the evening so grand (: the food was great and the emcee was hilarious! my mum got 3 trophies, Top 20 producer, Top 3 Producer and 10 year Long Service Award! &her face was out in the classifieds too! (:

YAY! &KARAN'S FINALLY BACK! ((:

i know the word "I" is selfish,
but in today's post, I bitch and YOU listen.

life's been such a disaster lately, and everything just seems to get from bad to worst.
i' ve been thinking alot lately, and that's not a good sign.
this loneliness that sets in everyday kills me. you know the kind of feeling, like there's so many people around you and yet you feel like there's no one. how sometimes you feel that the people around you are pretending. everyone belongs in one clique or another, but im just that miserable wondering soul that hops from one to another. how i have to try so damn fucking hard just to try and fit in. because im not chinese, because i don't have that much freedom. it sucks so bad when everyone congregates into their small little cliques to talk and i find myself between cliques. how they be with you in class, probably cause they are forced to talk to you, then the moment the bell rings and school ends, they all move away and find other friends, leaving u stranded again. school's not the place i enjoy going to anymore. when i tell people i don't enjoy school and i hate the place, its not that im lazy and don like studying. i just hate the environment, i just hate the loneliness. i've never felt this way before. i miss my toiletgangers and my wildcats alot :( now it just seems like im alone.

then comes schoolwork. im seriously not made for a JC. im dumb. when i got withdrawn in the first yr, i have no idea what made me think i could study hard and prove otherwise in my 2nd yr. i spend 3 years in YJ and still i ask myself where am i going. im not giving up so soon, but somehow i'm able to foresee how things are going to be like when i get my results.

on a brighter note,
thank you jaclyn for getting me oreo cheesecake (:
i was really touched and im sorry if i didnt look that enthusiastic but THANK YOU (:
i love jaclyn jiang jieying!

Sometimes I Wake Up Crying At Night
And Sometimes I Scream Out Your Name
What Right Does She Have To Take You Away
When For So Long, You Were Mine

TO THE BESTEST DAD(:

for the times you fed me milk,
for the times you held my little fingers and taught me to walk,
for the times you brought me to the zoo to see all the animals which i foolishly thought only existed in books,
for the times you corrected me when i said "is-land" instead of "island",
for the times you bought me pretty barbie doll pink bicycles,
for the times i would cry and demand barbie dolls and you'd never fail to get me the limited edition ones,
for the times you got me polly pocket sets and play-doh though mummy didn't allow,
for the times mummy's friends mistook you for her younger brother,
for the times my friends said you were so damn good looking,
for the times you defended me when mummy wanted to beat me,
for the times you broke the came mummy bought cause you didn't like the idea of her hitting me,
for the times you secretly bought me sweets,
for the times you secretly give me extra allowance now,
DAD, I LOVE YOU.
though i'm rude to you at times and i annoy & dissappoint you,
and sometimes you lose your temper with me,
you're still the only dad i would want in my every lifetime,
for you've given me the best any child could ever wish for.

this is a toast for the greatest dad in the world,
HAPPY 45th BIRTHDAY DAD! (:
RAHUL AND I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH!

huggs and kisses,
ginny (:

(the card i made for my daddy, and then he cried)

HAPPY VALENTINE'S (:

hello (: im blogging after a very long time. (:
haven't been busy, just lazy (:
school's been crazy, homework's just been piling on my desk.
the long hours in school kills me physically &mentally.
thank god for the classmates and ex-128, they make school A LOT more bearable.
teacher's have been pms-y, BIO especially.
i simply want time to fly by (:

valentine's day,
how sweet, tmr we're all going to be exchanging little pressies here and there (:
roses, chocolates, hugs, kisses (:
HAPPY VALENTINE'S ONE AND ALL!

'Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,
but most of all it's built to last.
'Cause you are the sun in my universe,
considered the best when we've felt the worst
and most of all it's built to last. ((: